The View

In 2009, I was afforded the opportunity to study abroad in Ghana West Africa. It was my senior year at the Evergreen State College Tacoma. I was invited by a Director of a private children’s home in Ghana. She asked me to create curriculum for her students. The subjects she wanted them to learn were Art, Music, and Leadership Development. Being a student at TESCT allowed me to create my own course with faculty sponsor. The name of my course was Cultural Studies and Curriculum Development.

Being an Artist, Musician, and Leader within my community made the task to create curriculum on Art, Music, and Leadership a breeze. My students, k-8, were amazing and it was a joy teaching all of them. During my off time is when I would explore the local area, market, and learn about the foods.

I would frequent a small Internet cafe in the nearby village. It was owned and operated by a young Ghanaian orphan. He gifted me my first lesson book to learn the local language of Twi. Anytime I stopped by the cafe to check my emails he would quiz me on my skills.

These memories were stirred up recently during my studio time. I started to paint with the color black, added white, and used a lot of water this time around. The process gave the piece a water color feel and look. The development of the piece has been very contemplative over several weeks. I have named the piece “The View”.

Part of my artistic expression is to take photos of my process and the various stages of my work. Later I observe and make creative decision on next steps. “The View” was created horizontally and one day I just decided to turn the piece vertically. What manifest was a beautiful woman deeply in gaze at the distant shore. Immediately my mind remembered my Ancestors, the stolen ones, from the shores of West Africa. I thought about the castles during my cultural studies tours and the tears that poured down my face while a strong wind from the Atlantic kissed my cheeks.

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality.

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality

How is it that your love touches me to the extent that it moves my body

A love so strong it whispers a language that touches every cell of my being

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality

I can never forget the first time you smiled for me

Thanks to the creators of Skype

You smiled for over an hour

Your smile radiated light upon me

Oh my sweetness on the rainiest of days when I feel a need for you

I remember that smile and the warmth that lighted my heart

Tears of joy drop from my eyes and I smile

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality

There was a time my heart was in distress and you made me laugh

It made the heaviness disappear and every-time I remember that day I laugh some more

I love you

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality

How do I explain my heart being captured by a man I have yet to meet

My soul-mate you are… for the language you speak has escaped from my wildest dreams

How long is to long to wait for the day we shall meet face to face

Is it presumptuous to say we shall meet sometime soon

The vast ocean expanse… love traveling over the distant lands

Arriving dusty thirsty at my door

Hungry for my loves lips

Our first kiss

Our first embrace

Our hands touching for the first time

Tell me the difference between imagination and reality.

June 12, 2014 © LSTHURMAN

Moment of Truth

In contemplating this tedious process of dating and seeking companionship. The beauty of loving and being loved also comes with the risk of heartache. The heartache is not just those of us who have experienced divorce but also the disappointment of investing time and energy in these friendship that fizzle out for various reason and bring us back to square one. What I have realized is my passion and desire for companionship and having a fruitful relationship with children is a gift from God. However the most important thing is that God become bigger than my desires and passion…why…nothing in this world can satisfy the longing soul. For those of us seeking companionship we will not find a perfect individual but a son/daughter of the Most High God who is on the Potters wheel being transformed from glory to glory. So my question to you is what are you looking for? God said ask it shall be given seek and we shall find knock and the door will be opened. We must be honest with ourselves about what our needs truly are and in praying and fasting making our request made known unto God. He loves us and wants the best for us so give your heart to him first before you try and find a companion to set your heart upon. If we seek first God’s kingdom and righteousness all things will be added to us may the Lord help our unbelief and let us be honest and all players delivered. God loves us but our righteousness is filthy rags. Remember every good and perfect gift comes from above…so be encouraged.

Happy Mother’s Day

Beautiful Women

Grandmother, Mother, Daughter, Sister, Cousin, Aunt

These are all roles we take

We are

Beautiful Women

Doctor, Counselor, Lover and Friend

Business Administrator, Accountant, Director and Dietician

Mediator, Motivational Speaker, Spiritual Leader and Teacher

We encompass all of these roles

We are

Beautiful Women

We rise to serve our people

We rise to serve our community

With gifts of Love

Accountability, Wisdom, Knowledge and Wells of Affection

We are

Beautiful Women

Our laughter is music to the ears of those who delight in the sound

Our tears in times of joy or sorrow bring healing to us, we, they

We are

Beautiful Women

Our smiles light the lives of those with whom we dwell

Our frown an eclipse to every-ones mood

We are

Beautiful Women

Beautiful Women

Beautiful Women

A life time of wages could not pay for one of our kind

For we are priceless

We are

Beautiful Women

Is Unconditional Love equal to Obsession?

 Obsession defined as...
1 Compulsive preoccupation with fixed idea or an unwanted feeling   or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.                              
 2 A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.(Websters Dictionary p.960)
 
Unconditional defined as
1 unrestricted
2 Not dependent on or resulting from conditioning; unlearned or natural (Websters p.1493)
 
So then putting the wordsUnconditional  Love” together is something that is humanly speaking impossible…we cannot love others this way but God can through us…forgiveness is so powerful and liberating…it requires faith in God to love your enemies…bless those who curse you…and to pray for those who use and abuse you…impossible  to achieve this level of love apart from God our creator…Agape… loving others no matter what action they take against you so then your love is not given to gain but to bless and the more you give your heart the more God pours himself into your life…out of your belly shall flow rivers of living water…love. Since God is love that makes …Love …a person not an emotion; therefore, if you should have the opportunity to experience love toward others God is at work in your life…because apart from Him we can do nothing.

Unconditional love and Obsession are not at all equal… obsession creates anxiety over unwanted emotions while Unconditional love is something we choose to extend towards others  good or bad…we can choose to receive it or not….but even if we do not acknowledge this amazing love that gave to us first…each breath we take, every movement of our limbs, sound mind, the gift of family and friends, all the beauty we see around us moon, star, sun, ocean, flowers, birds, music….evidence that we are loved no matter who we are….we are all created in the image of God and are his children…so why not let such love flow through your life towards others…freely you have received