My heart is free. There is a cool breeze coming through my bedroom window, the air is fresh, and I can hear little birds chirping and a Crow crowing in the distance. I can also hear a jet flying overhead, traffic a little further passing by, and my Aunt in the kitchen getting breakfast ready for the family. I can hear this chirp coming from the fire detector…needs a new battery. I hear the hum of my computer engine with its fan going. I can hear my own breathing and my slightly stuffy nose from my allergies….I think it time to dust behind the bed cause dust could be lurking. Today I am thankful for my breath and the ability to hear all these beautiful sounds and my eyes to see such beautiful things…alot is going on around me, in my life, and in the lives of those I love…what really made a difference for me last night that blessed me to have good sleep was having a moment to pray with my Aunt for all the things on my heart. God are you listening….I love you and thank you for listening to my problems and concerns and taking the burden from my soul….have a wonderful eternity 😉
Tag: God
Dieing to the part of me that fears the unknown….
Today I watched the movie Black Swan…..what evolution what tragedy what a reality check…..” The only thing holding you back is you”….if I am indeed my worst enemy I am also my best supporter so my mind has just dropped some layers that are not promoting the betterment of me and create unnecessary weight for the journey. I am so tired of half way speaking my mind and eating my words that are meant to be spoken especially to those that you love…what good is it to withhold the truth and say you are fine when you are not……how pathetic…that those who love you most can look you in the eye know that your perishing and let you slide by with such a pathetic response. Realistically though sometimes…..loved ones get tired of hearing about your sob stories or the fact that your situation has not changed..”I’ll pray for you”……okay but pray what exactly…people have been praying all kinds of things and what has happened is one tragedy after the other. Does this mean I am damned and if so surely God has allowed it and who can deliver me if God turns the other check to my suffering…WHO…the fact is it hurts seeing those you love in pain but never turn your back God says we should weep with those who weep rejoice with those who rejoice…I feel painful moments in life come and must be embraced celebrated because they are not permanent just a temporary state of things with life draining emotions…that can be expressed through various art forms in order to release the tension and get the toxic out of the body….Cheers…the sun is shining and things are looking better already because my minds eye has been opened and can see my prosperity therefore it shall be
The Gift of Loving…
One of the greatest feeling ever is to love another human being. Refreshing, delicate, and lovely it is to find pleasure and joy at bringing a smile to your loved ones face or to hear their laughter. Giving your all to help them in the journey to be the best they can be providing support and affection….how sweet it is…To understand God when he says that it is more blessed to give then to receive…To understand,to be understood, to give, to recieve, and to experience unconditional love.
There are no li…
There are no limitations with my trust and my hand in Gods…what great things God will accomplish/ has accomplished in my life….I have come to the conclusion that there are no barriers…only the ones my mind creates so I am free to be do live dream and accomplish everything in my heart to do..and nothing and no one can stop me. God is in control and has the final say…hahahaha..so for all those haters..keep’on hate’in it is only hurting your progress.
What a lovely day…
I just finished reading this lovely poetry book by Nikki Gionvanni Love Poem…this great line ” the most beautiful poem ever heard is your heart racing” poem title Poetry Is A Trestle…the other poem that really touched me was called Resignation…just lovely touched my soul and brought a well of laughter. If you have a chance you should most def get this woman’s book of love poems. I will definitely add this book to my library. Finally she end her book with this great poem called I Take Master Card….hallarious….aahhh this was a book I will read over and over again…Deeply touching piece was a tribute to Tupac called “All Eyez On U”….either she makes you laugh, nod, cry, or think but I will be looking for more of her work. It is great to rejoice in the diverse and many talents of Gods children. Shalom.
SABREEHNA S. ESSIEN 